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| Hall life is only a part of my U-life. Now I am facing challenges. I am under high stress. There are a lot of things I have to do. I have to study well for myself and all cares about me. However, I have taken up so many jobs in my hall. I am exhausted.
Mid-term is coming. I am afraid of it. I have only little time to study. How I can remember and understand all the stuff and enter the examination center?
I do receive pressure from my family. Last time, because of my careless mistakes, I hurt my leg and let some of my fds and relatives worried. Mom is giving me pressure that I have to take care myself well. Enough sleep and maintain my personal safty. However, I cannot promise her. There are so much stuff I have to do. Sleep is definitely not enough. How can I ensure that I can be really safe when i playing sports in that condition.
For sports, there are two on-season ball games. There are quite a lot of practice actually. It makes me really tied. Now there are practices nearly 5-6 days a week.
For functions, I cannot handle it well. Actually, I do not pay a lot of effort on it. Although everything should be well planed and move under the schedule, my laziness push me to do it later until they become urgent.
Life is challenging. Hope that it will be better in the second semester. In second semester, I can do more other than study and the stuff in hall. I believe I have to fright even for a little thing. Take part in other aspects can help me to broaden my eyesight. Understand myself more.
Don't waste my U-life.
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| Why do I live in hall? For having fun, making friends, improving or nothing. I have remembered that why I live in Ricci hall a year before. I want to grow and become a pillar after I leave. But after 1 year, what do I learn? What is the bonding with my 同年仙? Can it be life-long?
To be frank, I do put time and effort in the hall. But what I have got. I really don't know what is Ricci's Brotherhood. Even for brotherhood, I am not sure I can get after I leave. I am full of question marks.
Where is my happy hall life?
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| Today, I have stayed at home and sticked on my television. Without HD, therefore watching only jade and pearl. There is a lot of documentary program reminding me that what has happened throughout the year. 2008 is a year full of tears. however, this is a chance for poor to become rich. This is a chance to show your capacity. Today, only those who have preparation can survive. This is a period for us to succeed and to overcome.
During the year, a few things remind me that world is cruel. You may lose your life suddenly as the missile fly above your head at a common night. There exists a lot of conflicts. War are easily to be broken out, like the tight relationship between India and Pakistan, Israel and Palestine, etc. Moreover, food safety affects us. Many of the food are contaminated, especially the poison milk's event, H5N1, etc. At last, the financial crisis broke out in Sep. Nobody(maybe some managers/directors in US can predict that) can estimate that the economy turns so quickly that the biggest 5 investment banks are facing liquidity, insurance firm AIA are taken by US government, Iceland ran bankrupty, and the vechicle factories asked for help. All of these happened in the past 3 months. Everybody is surprised by that and gets a great lost from investing shares, minerals, properties. In the last 3-5 years, we will face a lot of difficulties. And I am sure that in the future, the regulation for the financial tools will be very tight and opposing the aims of free trade and free market. It will be turn to the case that a few years ago a scandal about a fake accounting report for a company in US, then there are additional auditting and costs a lot. I think this will be similar in selling the financial tools. For boosting the economy, also the financial market, flexibility should be given.
For me, a student study degree of economics and finance, financial crsis should be a big shock to me. Although I am year one only, I am worried about whether I can get a job when I graduate. Job opportunities may not be a lot. Then, I have to be powerful enough to win the competitions between the graduates and get a job. Now I have to prepare myself better ,keep forward and achieve my goals set for U-study. I do more than others in the three years, then I can become the champion. Future is full of challenges.Overcoming challenges means fun. As I believe myself that I can be though and hardworking to do this, I will be happy in my life. Future is waiting for me.
Setting up my own business is another option. See whether I have money to back up. | | |
| Christmas, for me, is only a period for me to take rest. Quite free during the three days. Some are for watching movie, having dinner with fds and having a family day.
Family day, how can it be a nice one? When can we have a true family day? Not a day with my mum but without my dad. How can I arrange some time to have a day to spend with them? Have I really forgotten my parents? Do I put some much time for hall? What do I want to achieve during U life? How can I achieve that? Is exchange scheme useful? If it is useful, then when will I go?
A lot of things to think of. No time for me to waste. One semester has already passed. What should I do to achieve my goals? Being an ethical person, good inter-personal skill, good communication skill, guts to try, a network with great variety. How can I achieve that?
What is my future? Being a trader, dealer? or a civil servant? or just a office boy? No conclusion. Do have guts to face and overcome difficulties. Everything should be fine. I am able to overcome all the challenges. | | |
| Exam is in progress. However, I don't press myself so much that i still has a lot of time to 'hea'. I am not performing really well in the previous exam. Econ exam is very challenging. Even though I have finihsed all the questions, I predict that I have made a lot of mistakes specially in the structrual questions.
Time has passed very fast. 1 semester is really finished. But I am wondering what i will do in the university to achieve my goals in U. My goals are simple, that are understanding myself, building up a set of criteria for judging turth, and expanding my network. Nothing are in progress. Everything seems the same as before. What have I done for the previous month?
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